okae. the past 2 days = worst days of my life in aussie.

had my last two papers. cost management and property.
had high fever.
had swollen tonsils (like the size of 2 cherry tomatoes! - doc. he just had to make it sound optimistic didnt he.)
had to be classified as 'severe' under special consideration.
had myself crying over the phone with my lecturer. like wtf. shldnt have called him totally. i feel like a total asiandork+wuss+crazypersontryingtoavoidmypapers.
had only 1 pear. and 1 bowl of wonton noodles.
had TERRIBLE SLEEP. hate. hate disturbed sleep.
had the chance to see how a flat tummy deprived of food looks like. (actually looks pretty good. i wish i ve got a smaller appetite now.)
had to study the whole semester of property valuation within erm. 5 hours.
and i didnt even attend a single tutorial the whole sem. fuck i hate this fever. without it i would have like 10 hours or something.
had saliva tt i couldnt swallow.
had penicillin. (they are like miracle pills. i wish i can stock them up.)
had scary purple nails and trembling like crazy during cost mgmt. which made me decide to go to the doc.


rambling right off my head. cant think straight for now.
legs are like jelllllllllllll-ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

sleep. i. need.