woke up this morning to bb's tweet
'RIP Daul Kim'

and i was like. what kind of sick joke is this?
scrolled down. and saw more tweets. many w the same msg.

this cant be can it? i was just flipping through russh to look at her photos just eight hrs ago.
just eight hrs ago, i was listening to the song she posted on her blog.

dont know why i felt upset. when i dont know her personally.
maybe its cause i ve been reading her blog almost everyday?
or maybe. its cause her photo is on the pin board in front of me.
which is like. in my face.
some sort of attachment i got myself into.

now i look at tt photo and i dont know what to think of it.

i thought she represented some sort of strength.
just something in her. i had to pin her up beside my goals.
hope she didnt kill herself.
cause it doesnt sound as strong as i made her out to be.